My oh my wow oh wow.

Well, the time has come to hunker down and focus on reality again. It is March first, and I spent the entirety of last month living in La La Land daydreaming about acting, graduating, and moving to LA. (All as a result of spending the first week of February in LA...or...LA LA Land.) Now - a little day dreaming is healthy and fine, but I have literally wasted countless hours on LA Craigslist looking at apartments and jobs and the like. Which - I still maintain is NOT entirely a waste, but - I've really been neglecting the present with all of this future tripping.

It sort of reminds me of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. I feel as though I've been focusing on the top needs while neglecting the bottom and most basic.

I need to graduate.

I need to pay my bills.


I'm glad I allowed myself to future trip and daydream so ferociously this past month.

But I only have three months left here.

And I have so much to do. So much here and now that needs my attention and focus.

So - this is my goal for March.

Yes, I have a lot of goals. Yes I have a lot of cover letters that I am dying to send out to LA NOW. Yes, I have so many ideas and projects and dreams.

AND YES I HAVE A THEATRE HISTORY PAPER THAT NEEDS WRITING RIGHT NOW AND TWO MONOLOGUES THAT NEED WORKING BEFORE CLASS TOMORROW MORNING, SO PEACE YA'LL!

;)