No Alarms. No Obligations.

This morning, something happened to me that has not happened to me in quite some time.


I woke up to no alarm and without feeling the pressure to get up and get things done. Maybe this sounds like a bad thing, but it certainly is not.

Granted, there was a small surge of anxiety upon waking. I'm so used to getting up and immediately getting out of bed in order to get a million things done.

But then I realized it was completely acceptable and absolutely fine to stay in bed as long as I wanted. I did not have to be anywhere or meet with anyone.

This entry is sounding a bit boring, but the relaxation I am feeling today is so so so so so wonderful.

Yes, I do have things to do. It is still early, and the overcast sky is only adding to how wonderful I feel.

This relaxed state and feeling of happiness (and lack of stress) are encouraging me to do what I need to do. I want to write my paper and clear out my apartment...and something about today feels so perfect. It's not lazy...just relaxed and encouraging.

I feel as though I have all the time in the world, and I am so comfortable.

And it is so, so, so, so, good. <3