the night that God kissed me.

Tonight I feel incredibly lucky. Incredibly blessed. The world seems limitless, even though I know it isn't. I have so much that I am looking forward to, and things seem to be falling into place. I know there is much work that I need to do. There always is, but somehow, tonight, it doesn't seem daunting, or intimidating, or impossible. Everything seems beautiful. I know where I want to go in life. I know the things I want. I want to see the world. I want to touch the world in a massive way. I love the world, and the universe, and everyone that lives in it. I want to travel. I want to write. I want to act, and live and breathe theatre and film. I want to spin around and dance and sing and rejoice in the universe...in the world...for what it is. I am so lucky. I am so blessed. And as crazy as it may sound, somehow I feel as though I was kissed by God tonight. I've never been very religious...but something out there is holding me and loving me and watching me, I am am eternally grateful.

but I know, too, that "This, too, shall pass," as everything, good, bad, ugly, beautiful, lovely,or terrible eventually does.

but tonight, I am rejoicing in life, and love, and all of its endless cycles.

tonight I was allowed to daydream, and I finally saw, for the first time, truly and fully what I want to be. What I want in life, and how beautiful everything is.

I love you. All. Everyone. Everything. and I am forever grateful that you have graced me with your presence, no matter how great or small, how transformational or how insignificant it may appear to be...because its not. nothing is insignificant. nothing is small. you are a great being with great power who is fantastically special and wonderful and beautiful and you may not even know it. but you are. don't change. everything that ever was loves you. and you should, too.

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